Hi Tartan, if you're looking for support, information, and discussions about what's going on with the organization, hang around and share your story.
As a former Ministerial Servant, I had a rude awakening by two different bodies of Elders which prodded me into studying the teachings a lot more than we were ever told to.
If you'd like to hear anything of the many results of my several years of research, click the little envelope at the top of the page and send me a private message. If you are frightened to discuss such things, I understand.
I know exactly how the inbuilt fear works. Whatever, I wish you well in your life.
I'm in Scotland.